Home
((Now before you say anything, this is just like one of many inner conversational rant poems that I will post here. The italicized part is the inner 'voice' and the non-italicized/bold is me))
Change
What is this feeling taking over?
It's something so strange,
And feels new to me, even though I felt it before.
Oh you silly girl
Don't you see?
It's you finally knowing that it may change for you.
What do you mean change?
I mean you're becoming happier.
Who, do tell, is causing this?
Why must it be because of someone?
Can't I just be happy for once?
Oh no, darling,
You see, I know this change is because of someone.
And in fact, he would be the James Dean you've been waiting for.
Oh no, see that is where I would argue against you.
Yes, you are right in the sense of my happiness being because of someone,
But that does not mean he is my James Dean.
Only he will be the one to first say he is mine.
He will, darling.
Don't you fret your pretty little head about it.
In fact, it could be the next time you two talk that he asks for you to be his Audrey Hepburn.
Hmm...Okay...if you think so.
But really this why do we keep having this conversations?
Meh, no clue...
Maybe cause you keep starting them?
And now I bid you adieu.
Fear?
Oh my, what's this?
You're afraid?
Afraid of what if I may ask.
Afraid?
What in the name of the Goddess would I be afraid of?
Of the fact you don't feel numb anymore.
Of how quickly talking to him had made him smile.
Don't have the fear of taking a chance with him.
For all you know, he could be the one you've waited to make you feel this way.
~Sigh~
I suppose you could be right.
But, I'm more worried.
That maybe both you and I have been reading this wrong.
No darling, we haven't been.
I can tell that he truly does care about you.
You just haven't had anyone care about you like that in three years.
But he does, and he won't do to you like so many others have.
So are you saying to take a chance with him?
That is indeed what I'm saying my dear.
But let him ask you
He may feel more comfortable asking you instead of vice versa.
Change
What is this feeling taking over?
It's something so strange,
And feels new to me, even though I felt it before.
Oh you silly girl
Don't you see?
It's you finally knowing that it may change for you.
What do you mean change?
I mean you're becoming happier.
Who, do tell, is causing this?
Why must it be because of someone?
Can't I just be happy for once?
Oh no, darling,
You see, I know this change is because of someone.
And in fact, he would be the James Dean you've been waiting for.
Oh no, see that is where I would argue against you.
Yes, you are right in the sense of my happiness being because of someone,
But that does not mean he is my James Dean.
Only he will be the one to first say he is mine.
He will, darling.
Don't you fret your pretty little head about it.
In fact, it could be the next time you two talk that he asks for you to be his Audrey Hepburn.
Hmm...Okay...if you think so.
But really this why do we keep having this conversations?
Meh, no clue...
Maybe cause you keep starting them?
And now I bid you adieu.
Fear?
Oh my, what's this?
You're afraid?
Afraid of what if I may ask.
Afraid?
What in the name of the Goddess would I be afraid of?
Of the fact you don't feel numb anymore.
Of how quickly talking to him had made him smile.
Don't have the fear of taking a chance with him.
For all you know, he could be the one you've waited to make you feel this way.
~Sigh~
I suppose you could be right.
But, I'm more worried.
That maybe both you and I have been reading this wrong.
No darling, we haven't been.
I can tell that he truly does care about you.
You just haven't had anyone care about you like that in three years.
But he does, and he won't do to you like so many others have.
So are you saying to take a chance with him?
That is indeed what I'm saying my dear.
But let him ask you
He may feel more comfortable asking you instead of vice versa.
